Bloody Monday

Bloody Day 23

2010-08-16T05:13:00.000-07:00

Ahah... it's been a while since I wrote any-bloody-thing in this blog...

too busy doing this and that (which aren't really important btw...)

well, I'm currently at a university, taking a degree...

let's start with my classmates...

they are not too active and not too passive, which I'm still wondering if it is a good or a bad thing all together...

out of 20 of my classmates (if I'm not mistaken, our programme is the programme with the least number of students...) 9 boys and 11 girls, there is only 1 girl manage to make me say "WOWW!!" with her looks...

oh, and I'm among the tallest guy too (this fact is irrelevant though)

okay, that's all for now, I got tons of unfinished assignments to ignore...hehehe...

2010-05-13T08:07:00.000-07:00

it looks like I can't erase her 100% from my brain

why the heck she wants to keep those stuff anyway??

it's annoying enough she did that, even her friends were involved

haish.... some people just don't know how to change...

grow up already people!!!!!

2010-05-12T10:27:00.000-07:00

the mid-year exam is just around the corner

so as a teacher (temporary liao) I am so gonna be busy later

but 1 thing is for sure

can't wait for the school holiday!!

hahaha

I can't remember when was the last time I was so excited waiting for school holiday...

anyway, I'm so over it now

so to all my worried friends, I'm sorry for making you guys worried

and thank you very much for being when I needed you guys the most

I won't forget it.. (>_<)

2010-05-09T06:56:00.000-07:00

I am happy now

and I don't know why

hahaha...

btw, thanks to my dearest twinny; Zhi Zhi, for being there when I needed you the most

also to my sis; Lina (Zhi, jgn marah xgitau psl dia), adn to all my friends too

2010-05-08T06:40:00.000-07:00

you did it again....

thank you

for breaking my damn heart..........

Bloody Day 22

2010-04-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

you asked me to turn around and start walking forward

well, I am now...

but I'll keep our memories together

you teach me everything that I need to know

I will never forget...

Bloody Day 21

2010-04-26T05:11:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry J, my love to you is fading away

and H, your love is my drug...
I love you H..

Bloody Day 20

2010-04-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

CLICK HERE to go to my other blog....

thank you...

P/S: my life life sucks......

Bloody Day 19

2010-04-19T09:43:00.000-07:00

well, today was a bloody day...
I were hoping for one fine day with my friend...
it was great at first, but like they said (until now I'm still wondering, who are actually "they") some things are just too good to be true
just before my friend sent me home, she (yes it's a girl) should be hanging out with some guy...
I sorta knew that guy coz my friend tell me a lot bout him
well, back to the story
it turn out that the guy is an ARSEHOLE!
ONE BIG MAJOR ARSEHOLE!!
my friend has to "pungut" him up (pungut is pick in Malay but usually use in a very bad way) since the DAMN BLOODY MAJOR ARSEHOLE wanted so much to follow her
the ARSEHOLE suddenly goes berserk as soon as he arrived at where my friend has left me (somewhere at her friend's house named Adam [so not his real name though]) before she "pungut" the ARSEHOLE
it turn out that the ARSEHOLE actually has a major conflict with Adam
in the end of the day, the DAMN MAJOR ARSEHOLE make my friend cried
and now, I'm just damn too angry and I don't even know what the heck that I just said, but I don't give a damn bout it
the ARSEHOLE think he is great....
well, the only thing that is great bout him is his ability to be a SUPERDUPERHYPERMEGAGIGATERAINFINITY ARSEHOLE!!!

Bloody Day 18

2010-04-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

this is my latest desktop...

just upgraded from Windows 7 Home Premium to Ultimate...

fyi, I auto-hide the taskbar so that the screen look much wider...hehehe...

Bloody Day 17

2010-04-14T10:28:00.000-07:00

okay, like I promised, THE LIST!!!!

1. Song Seung Hun

Korean actor and model...

2. Lee Dong Hae

Korean pop singer, one of the lead dancers of Su-Ju and occasional actor...

3. Hamura Miura

Japanese actor and singer.

too little? well, 3 celebrities are too many for me...

I miss the old tome when you look like a celebrity, then you will only look like that celebrity only...

Bloody day 16

2010-04-07T00:46:00.000-07:00

huhuhu... look at me, still online even though I should be studying for my exam now.
well, my friends keep saying that I need to study smart, so this is maybe my way of doing it... >_< Haruma Miura!!
who is he?
Haruma Miura is a Japanese actor and singer (I wonder if all Japanese actor can sing).
Born on 5th April 1990 at Ibaraki, Japan...
for those who might seen him before, he got a role as Kazama Ren on Gokusen 3 and Gokusen: The Movie...
and the rest as they say, is history...
but frankly speaking, I don't think that I look like him...
why? well, the "I-look-like..." list is already fill with celebrities and I am nobody to be compare to these people.........

well, on the next post, I will reveal the full list of "I-look-like..."
cross your fingers ladies... nyuu~ (>_<)

Bloody Day 15

2010-04-03T19:25:00.000-07:00

And I love that little game you had called
Crying lightning.....

Bloody Day 14

2010-03-31T20:48:00.002-07:00

If you're going through hell, keep going. ~Winston Churchill

Bloody Day 14

2010-03-31T20:48:00.000-07:00

~~~~~~BLANK~~~~~~~
few more days to final exam........

Bloody Day 13

2010-03-27T11:24:00.000-07:00

I woke up late....

and I didn't study!!!!!!!

Bloody Day 12

2010-03-26T10:20:00.001-07:00

"Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else."

it's me!

2010-03-23T06:49:00.000-07:00

I went back home last week...
and I forgot to bring my locker and room keys with me...
what is happening to me?!!
and my final exam is just around the corner...
WHAT AM I DOING HERE?!!

Vanilla: there he goes again....
Chocolate: what is wrong with him?
Vanilla: he is having the "last-minute" syndrome...
Chocolate: poor him....
Vanilla: let just leave him alone... he will be fine soon....

Bloody Day 11

2010-03-05T22:24:00.000-08:00

Vanilla: I'm still sleepy....
Choc: What time did you slept last night?
Vanilla: After 6.30am.....
Choc: OMG!
Vanilla: Huhuhu...just let me get back to sleep......
Choc: -_-"

Bloody Day 10

2010-02-27T08:03:00.000-08:00

Choc: What happened to Choconilla?
Vanilla: Somehow, someone has forgotten us...
Choc: Who is it?
Vanilla: Huzie......
Huzie: HEY! I didn't forget you girls!
Choc: Prove it to us then!
Vanilla: Yeah, prove it...
Huzie: Errrr... (thinking very hard)
Vanilla: You don't have one do you?
Huzie: Quite! I'm thinking here... Errrr.....
~After 15 minutes....~
Choc: Come on already...
Huzie: Wait.... Errrrr....
~Another 30 minutes later~
Choc: That's it! I have enough! I am HUNGRY!!!!
Huzie: You are hungry Choc? Let me treat you cakes then... (~puppy eyes~)
Choc: YAY! Are you coming Vanilla?
Vanilla: ......yeah sure...... (~_~")

that's why they never talk bout this anymore.....

Bloody Day 9

2010-02-26T08:39:00.000-08:00

two posts with only one word in them...

"love" and "tired"...

it's not that I'm tired with love....no....

I'm currently in love with Supernatural series...

I've been having season 3 marathon back-to-back for 4 days...

the tired part.....

yesterday, I was dead tired due to the journey home from my college...

just to make matter worst, before I actually head back home, I had a softball game...

didn't warm up and didn't cool down either...

now my whole body is sending PAIN signal to my brain.

(>_<)

Bloody Day 8

2010-02-25T07:31:00.000-08:00

tired

Bloody Day 7

2010-02-20T01:41:00.000-08:00

love.....

Bloody Day 6

2010-02-18T06:42:00.000-08:00

for the past few days I've been busy with my tons of assignments...

Bloody Day 5

2010-02-06T22:44:00.000-08:00

"time goes by so slowly"

last few days I spend too many time in 'the cave'...
need some time to go out...
and watch the sky... (^_^)

Bloody Day 4

2010-02-04T04:43:00.000-08:00

"take a moment to cherish all the little thing in life"

the tall wall is in front of me...
but whenever I look at it...
I can see the sky...
blue, warm and calm...
I wish I can gaze at it forever.

Bloody Day 3

2010-02-02T22:38:00.000-08:00

"everything is moving slowly now...
or is it me that is moving too fast?"

I love gazing at the blue sky...
it is calm and warm...
it's like looking at someone's smile...

Bloody Day 2 (1)

2010-01-30T08:26:00.000-08:00

"You know, human beings store their memories in the surrounding space. Happy memories - upwards. Sad memories - downwards..."

Bloody Monday; Episode 5

last few days, I often look downwards...

will I be able to look upwards and look at the sky again?

Bloody Day 2

2010-01-30T08:15:00.000-08:00

all i'm asking for is to hold your warm hands...

but you let go of my hands...

then i realized, theses hands are too dirty for you to hold...

i try my best not to cry...

so i put on my headphone and erase all those sad memories...

Bloody Day 1

2010-01-30T06:19:00.000-08:00

get up once u fall...

the world is a cruel place...

not a place for kind-hearted....

when everything seems to be ok....

2010-01-23T05:29:00.000-08:00

i had my haircut today...

...

tomorrow i will go back to college...

so no more online...

at least not often as now (─‿‿─)

230th post and counting...

2010-01-21T11:37:00.000-08:00

i still haven't got my haircut...

i want to eat McD's double prosperity burger...

i'm still awake at 3.49am...

i have no idea what am i doing...

and the title has nothing to do with all the things that i said...

what to do?

2010-01-20T07:02:00.000-08:00

in a few days, i'll go head back to college life...

i still haven't got my hair cut...

i barely get myself enough sleep lately...

and right now i'm hungry!!!
>_<

are we human, or are we... (?)

2010-01-18T23:36:00.000-08:00

i might have say this once too many before...
human tends to be very hard to feel thankful with what WE have and got...
WE always wanted something more from what we already have...
they (who i should not say their names) always say to me, "bersyukurlah apa dah ada" (be thankful for what u already have)...
but today, one of them reveal their true nature...
one day, when they really learn to appriciate and be thankful, it's probally too late...

butterfingers...

2010-01-18T09:31:00.000-08:00

this is not about the Malaysia band called Butterfinger......

i realise now that i have a ad eyes and fingers (thats hands to other) coordination...

how the heck did i know?

i play JamLegend and i barely make in on the insane tap...

i cant imagine myself trying the legend tap...

little by little

2010-01-18T08:33:00.000-08:00

Happiness is not a station u arrive at, but a matter of traveling...

what u see on the way is the experience of a life time...

The path to happiness

2010-01-18T00:16:00.000-08:00

PRECEPT 1: TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

Get care when you are ill
Keep your body clean
Preserve your teeth
Eat Properly
Get rest

PRECEPT 2: BE TEMPERATE

Do not take harmful drugs
Do not take alcohol to excess

PRECEPT 3: DON't BE PROMISCUOUS

Be faithful to your sexual partner

PRECEPT 4: LOVE AND HELP CHILDREN

PRECEPT 5: HONOR AND HELP YOUR PARENTS

PRECEPT 6: SET A GOOD EXAMPLE

PRECEPT 7: SEEK TO LIVE WITH THE TRUTH

Do not tell harmful lies
Do not bear false witness

PRECEPT 8: DO NOT MURDER

PRECEPT 9: DON'T DO ANYTHING ILLEGAL

PRECEPT 10: SUPPORT A GOVERNMENT DESIGNED AND RUN FOR ALL THE PEOPLE

PRECEPT 11: DO NOT HARM A PERSON OF GOOD WILL

PRECEPT 12: SAFEGUARD AND IMPROVE YOUR INVIRONMENT

Be of good appearance
Take care of your own area
Help take care of the planet

PRECEPT 13: DO NOT STEAL

PRECEPT 14: BE WORTHY OF TRUST

Keep your word once given

PRECEPT 15: FULFILL YOUR OBLIGATIONS

PRECEPT 16: BE INDUSTRIOUS

PRECEPT 17: BE COMPETENT

Look
Learn
Practice

PRECEPT 18: RESPECT THE RELIGIOUS BELIEFS OF OTHERS

PRECEPT 19: TRY NOT TO DO THINGS TO OTHERS THAT YOU WOULD NOT LIKE THEN TO DO TO YOU

PRECEPT 20: TRY TO TREAT OTHERS THE WAY YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED

PRECEPT 21: FLOURISH AND PROSPER

it's time!

2010-01-17T08:03:00.000-08:00

this is the my current desktop...the wallpaper is the inside of a Nissan Skyline GT-R R35 (one of my favourite car)

as u can see, there is nothing much (now) since the laptop itself is still new...

click for better view...and some of the description got typing error...thats happen when u edit a picture at 3.32am....

WHAT WAS I THINKING?!

2010-01-14T07:37:00.000-08:00

it has been like few days since I went to sleep at...5-6am....
what the heck was I thinking staying up till that late?
and most importantly what was I doing at that time?!
well, it seems like I have lost track of what was I doing at that time...
1 thing for sure I don't surf for adult sites...(!)
btw, here is song from one of my favourite band....

Bones sinking like stones,
All that we fought for,
All those places we've gone,
All of us are done for.

We live in a beautiful world,
Yeah we do, yeah we do,
We live in a beautiful world,
Oh, we're sinking like stones,
All that we fought for,
All those places we've gone,
All of us are done for.

We live in a beautiful world,
Yeah we do, yeah we do,
We live in a beautiful world.

Oh, all that I know,
There's nothing here to run from,
And there, everybody here's got somebody to lean on.

Pathetic...

2010-01-13T23:00:00.000-08:00

I am not what I think I was....
I am such a pathetic loser....
what have I done?!

TEENAGERS!

2010-01-12T20:36:00.000-08:00

this is currently my favourite song by my favourite lead singer; Hayley Williams!

I'm gonna go on
Livin' like I never met you
And it'll feel wrong at first
But I think I can forget you
Ignore the fact that we sleep
No more than three feet apart
I feel you now
You're all around me, underneath me
You're all around me, underneath me

Well, how was I to know
That what we carved in stone
Would be so temporary?
Well, how was I to know
That my first crack in luck
Would not be the last?
It won't be the last

It's in the air now
Bitter tears and broken hearts
We're teenagers
We count the years we think we're smart
But we're not
We don't know anything

So don't ask me where I'll go
'Cause, frankly, I don't know
And I don't give a shit
Why must we all make sense?
Oh, I just won't make sense
For once, I'm just gonna live
I'm just gonna live

We're teenagers
(We don't know anything)
We're teenagers
(We don't know anything)

Well, how was I to know
That what we carved in stone
Would be so temporary?
(I'm gonna go on)
Why must we all make sense?
Oh, I just won't make sense
For once, I'm just gonna live
I'm just gonna live

Kiss with a slap, a kick, a punch and a few flying plates...

2010-01-12T20:17:00.000-08:00

......

all the small things

2010-01-11T20:06:00.000-08:00

for the past few days I have been downloading albums....
yes, full albums, not just few songs.....
I have downloaded Coldplay and 30 Seconds to Mars....
still got few bands and artists to download....
currently there is no such thing as movie or drama series (especially Japan) in my laptop (which i call lappie)....and I want to keep it that way since I already got some of it in DVD...hehehe...
I don't know what to do for the coming days since I got no assignment to do!
well, I actually should have some but due to last minute cancellation by my assignment partners, now I'm here doing almost nothing at all...

past few days before my semester break, I realized something really weird......
there's a new type of fever........
it seems like everybody in my college now is addicted to Wonder Girls!! (those who addicted to Super Junior and Girls Generation does not count since their number are still low...)
one of the symptom of this fever is humming (or singing) and dancing to Wonder Girls' hits; "Nobody"...
those Wonder Girls sure is making me wondering......................

a faded light....

2010-01-11T05:05:00.000-08:00

thank to god I didn't apply for TESL (Teaching English as Second Language)....

MUET result! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-11T04:58:00.000-08:00

MALAYSIAN UNIVERSITY ENGLISH TEST (MUET)

2009 End Of Year Result

Index Number	:	MN433/46**
Identification Card (IC)	:	910813--*1
Name	:	MUHAMMAD REDZUAN BIN MOHD JUNAIDE

BAND ACHIEVED	:	4

an open heart and mind

2010-01-09T08:55:00.000-08:00

today, I watched Nodame Cantabile (real life drama...not anime)....and almost finished all the 11 episodes....

Based on the hit comic book by Tomoko Nomiya, this is a fun-filled quirky romantic story of two very opposite people.

Megumi Noda, or “Nodame” is a piano student at Momogaoka College of Music. An extremely talented pianist who wants to be a kindergarten teacher, she prefers playing by ear rather than reading the music score. She is messy and disorganized, takes baths several days apart and loves to eat, sometimes stealing her friend’s lunchbox when it is filled with delicacies.

Shinichi Chiaki, is Momogaoka’s top student. Born into a musical family, he is talented in piano and violin and has secret ambitions to become a conductor. An arrogant multi-lingual perfectionist who once lived abroad in the music capitals of the world as a young boy, he feels mired in Japan because of a childhood phobia.

They meet by accident. Nodame quickly falls in love, but it takes much longer for Chiaki to even begin to appreciate Nodame’s unusual qualities. Their relationship causes them both to develop and grow. Because of Nodame, Chiaki got the opportunity to lead a student orchestra and begins to have a broader appreciation of people's musical abilities. Because of Chiaki, Nodame faces her fears and enters a piano competition. Opportunities open up as both begin taking risks, stretching themselves far more than they ever thought possible.

for those who likes comedy, romance and art, this is a must-watch!!!
and, how often do you get a guy talking bout a non-violance japanese drama?

happy hols!

2010-01-08T05:33:00.000-08:00

right now I'm having a two weeks holiday....weeee!!!!
sadly, I can only enjoy it with myself since most of my friends just started their 2nd semester at university....
it is 'hard' being a matric college student sometime....
oh! right now I'm also using my new laptop....
still got that 'came-out-from-factory' smell....hehehe...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2010-01-06T00:06:00.000-08:00

is it too late for me to say it???
but what the heck!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

some things should come to an end

2009-12-23T10:34:00.000-08:00

how many times do you lie in a day?
how many times do I lie in a day?
I have decided that I want to stop lying to her...
who is she?
I won't tell..
she is special to me, but that's just it....
I thought the feeling can go further, but it didn't...

wishes

2009-12-23T10:25:00.000-08:00

I got home for christmas holiday...
and must go back to college by Sunday....
personally, to me 2nd semester sucks....
too many holidays...meaning there will be not enough time to study....

anyway, I was filling the online university application forms....
then suddenly my mom switch off the computer!!
I got no idea what was in her mind at that time....
I know that I'm the elder son, but shouldn't she support whatever that I want to do???
I'm sick and tired of following all her order even though I knew the orders were not for me, but for her own interest.....
for once I want to do something that I like...not something that I was forced to do....

Are you ready?!

2009-12-18T09:01:00.000-08:00

do you think you have a very good hands and eyes coordination?
well, why don't you put it to the test?
you don't need to download anything and registration is an option....
go and try JamLegend..
it's like Guitar Hero (for those who don't know what Guitar Hero is, GOOGLE IT!)...
the game will really put your hands and eyes coordination to the test...

WARNING: this game can be addicted...

NEW MOON!

2009-12-12T23:46:00.000-08:00

and so I have watched New Moon!!!!! YEEEAAAHHH!!!!!!

pink of health....

2009-12-05T22:39:00.000-08:00

my cold and sore throat are getting better now....
thank God......

sore throat..

2009-12-03T04:50:00.000-08:00

its been like 6 months since I have my last cigarette (yes, I used to smoke a long time ago)...
and I decided to smoke again last night....and now....
I got sore throat...and a free cold...
no more cigarette for me for a while....

where the lines overlap

2009-12-03T04:40:00.000-08:00

Give me attention
I need it now
Too much distance
To measure it out, out loud

Chasing patterns
Across a personal map
Making pictures
Where the lines overlap
Where the lines overlap

No one is as lucky as us
We're not at the end but
But we already won
No no, no one
Is as lucky as us
Is as lucky as us

Call me over
And tell me how
You got so far
Never making a single sound

I'm not used to it
But I can learn
There's nothing to it
I've never been happier
I've never been happier

No one is as lucky as us
We're not at the end but
But we already won
Oh no, no one
Is as lucky as us
Is as lucky as us

Now I've got a feeling if I sang this loud enough, you
Would sing it back to me
I've got a feeling if I sang this loud enough, you
Will sing it back to me

I've got a feeling
I've got a feeling
That you, will sing it back to me
You, will sing it back to me

No one is as lucky as us
We're not at the end but
But we already won
No no, no one
Is as lucky as us
Is as lucky as us
Is as lucky as us

it's the reality

2009-11-24T23:15:00.000-08:00

our favorite lecturer now no longer teaching us....
currently had a 'fight' with my boo coz she said I tend to care more bout my friends more than her (I think I know from who I get that...)
I only get 3.23 for my 1st sem (looks like I have to work harder for this semester....and no more medic for me...)

truth...

2009-11-20T23:12:00.000-08:00

it hurt much worst than a poison...

BLANK!

2009-11-18T05:24:00.000-08:00

it happen all the time....

200th post!

2009-11-16T02:16:00.000-08:00

from: thedidihun
I want to tell you
that I love you
but afraid to get hurt again
I know you're good
and I know you're the one
I could dream to be with you
but I couldn't tell you how much I need you
You don't know how it feels
when hurting
How I wish I could share
I'm sorry
I don't want you to feel the same way
like I do
because...
I really love you.

the lucky 13

2009-11-14T02:07:00.000-08:00

oh, yesterday was Friday the 13th...
nothing happened...literally....
no killing, nobody was murdered....
so it was just a fine day....
actually, I like the number 13....
you can call me jinx, but what do I care....
my birthday is on 13, but I still feel lucky. ;)
I found that the number 13 as perfect...(dude! it is a prime number! LoL)

owh yeah, there is wireless on college by the way (I thought you have said bout this before?)...
so I kinda use this opportunity to randomly online my facebook and myspace....
but since I'm the "kind-est" guy, I often give someone else the chance to online first even though I have been waiting for ages...yes we are using only one laptop to do so...
I wonder when will this habit of mine will go away for good....
words that suit me the most now is; "I'm smiling, but inside I'm crying"...

return

2009-11-05T11:17:00.000-08:00

today is my last day of holiday...
I got MUET test on Saturday...
so many things to do, but so little time...
but 1 thing I wont regret is that I have finished all Decade series...hehehehe... XP

bad things and good things happen all the time...either we are ready for it or not...
they are coming to get us no matter where, when and even who we are...
there is no such thing as cruel and unfair world...
but at the same time, there is no such thing as peaceful and fair world....

my big mouth....

2009-11-04T11:43:00.000-08:00

before that, MOUTH...remind me of One Tree Hill...
yes I watch One Tree Hill, but since I got into college, I seldom watch the series...

anyway...
I think I said it too much last time...
I have denied this so many times before....that I'm a very faithful type of friend...

the pain will never go

2009-11-02T09:42:00.000-08:00

to my bff, Wien...

I'm sorry if all my advices are just trashes...

maybe some of them are even useless...

all I wanted to do is to help you...

it has been a very long time since I last saw your smile....

it always make me wonder, what did the guy did to you this time?

life is cruel...life is unfair...

without these cruelty and unfairness, we will not learn how to survive...

we will not learn how to fly.......

searching....

2009-11-01T09:46:00.000-08:00

frankly speaking, tonight I got one of those "writer's blank"....
so I have no idea what to say...

something better...

2009-10-31T11:56:00.000-07:00

well, i was 'running' around youtube.com...
and i stumbled upon this guy.....
he got great voice....
this song was originally sang by Faizal Tahir...

back in those days....

2009-10-30T09:48:00.000-07:00

i still remember when roti canai was just 50 cents each....
kuih 20 cents each...and syrup water only 50 cents....

i still remember when i only bring RM2.00 to school...
and i still can eat as much as i wanted to...

i still remember when computers are symbol of luxury...
i only saw them for the first time when i was 10 years old...

i still remember when nothing in this world seem so troublesome....
so i live carefree...

but all this are just things that happened a long time ago...
around the late 90's...
and i still missing them....

L+O+V+E = drugs!!!

2009-10-30T09:39:00.000-07:00

love...
just like drugs...
we can easily get addicted to...
just like drugs...
we must take it slowly...
just like drugs...
they get us high...
just like drugs...
they come in all shapes n sizes...
just like drugs...
easy come, easy go...
just like drugs...
IT CAN GET US KILLED...
so choose wisely, we just want to get high, not killed....

this and that....

2009-10-29T01:30:00.000-07:00

i went to the saloon to get myself a haircut....
the same saloon since last year, still the stylist doesn't remember me...
it's okay i guess...they got a lot of customers everyday...
i also bought a vans....i'm still wondering why did i buy that gray and orange shoe....
the colours are not on my top 5 favourite list....still, maybe i thought they were stylish....

small boy in a big world...

2009-10-21T21:33:00.000-07:00

i got bored, so i decided to search "the next great bands and artists in Malaysia"...
just a small research because i might have to be a lead singer for "battle of the bands" in my college next semester....again, i MIGHT! so the chances are 50/50....
i search for songs that were translated from any language to Bahasa Malaysia....
it is hard since these songs are not in one same website...
it's like looking a needle in a haystack...or in my case, looking for a songs in billions of albums.........

addicted to.....HENSHIN!!!!

2009-10-20T11:46:00.000-07:00

this one of the hero in the latest kamen rider installment....kamen rider double...
wondering why i said "one of the hero"?
well, in kamen rider double, it take two people to henshin(transform) into kamen rider....
i just love the loook of this guy....
he got that stylish and cool look...and most important is that he wears vest!! just like me everyday at my college....hehehe.

HOLIDAY!!!!!

2009-10-19T08:38:00.000-07:00

just finished my 1st semester exam....
and now, i got 3 weeks of holiday!!!!!!!
don't know what to do 1st......
but 1 thing for sure that i will be doing the whole day is sitting in front of my PC!!!!!!

>_<

the end is here...

2009-10-09T05:41:00.000-07:00

last night was the last episode of 'Blogger Boy'...
for those who doesn't know what 'Blogger Boy" is, just go damn Google it!
well, the last episode was something that i didn't expected...
i don't know it's either a good thing or a bad thing....
i wish my life won't be like that....

however, i do wish i can do a blog like Blogger Boy....
a blog based on drawings...
but then, i have to re-improve my drawing...LoL

UGH!

2009-10-06T01:47:00.000-07:00

i got MUET speaking test on 8th and on 12th i got my Final Semester Exam...
what else i can ask for right??
can't wait for both!!! >_<

Stop Calling 103 on Maxis

2009-09-30T02:54:00.000-07:00

This message had been forward to me by someone and, I would like to share it with you guys.

Stop Calling 103 on Maxis
Posted: 26 Sep 2009 04:29 PM PDT
Letters
by Bernard Tan

If you are using Maxis network and please be alert that now the new charges for making 103 (TM Directory) was increased from 30 cents to RM2.00 per call.(extra of RM1.70 almost 700% jump).

I just found out from my maxis statement dated 21/6/08 today and i rang up the Maxis 123 and been told the new rate was started lately only and since I’m not aware of this new adjustment and they willing to waive it for this month but next month will be charging me based on the new rate (RM2.00 per call to 103).

Shocking right? The best part is everyone knew how ‘good’ service our TM directory can provide?? Most the time i need to call at least 2-3 times to get the number i looking for mean that one number i need to pay RM4.00 to RM6.00…OMG. …equal to one meal already…

So please pass this news to your maxis friends to alert them the new charges.

Thanks & Regards,

-Wani-
On behalf CAPS & FI Support Team
Level 14, Menara Perak.

So, please beware, okey :)

behind the curtain

2009-09-18T09:49:00.000-07:00

now and then, i asked myself....
what's behind those sad expression?
what's behind those happy laugh?
the more i wonder, the more i get confused...
should i look at the past?
or should i keep on moving and ignore whatever behind me...
somebody...please help me...
take me out....out from this abyss of confusion...

a glimpse of the past...

2009-09-18T09:37:00.000-07:00

when i saw ur face...it makes me smile...
when i heard ur laugh...it makes me happy...
when i saw u crying...it makes me sad...
when i saw u angry...it makes me feel guilty...
but now....
when i saw ur face...it makes me sad...
when i heard ur laugh...it makes me sad...
when i saw u crying...it makes me sad...
when i saw u angry...it makes me sad...

2009-09-05T21:47:00.000-07:00

for a minute there i lost myself
in confidential confessions
that, loss of control,
frighteningly alluring
and unbearably bittersweet
hiding secretly behind a veil
of unconscious escapisms
born from your guilt and fear.
Bitterness
as 2+2 is unequal to 5
i am accustom to my own misery
yet i am alive
pacifying my frustrations
this is not a dream.
its only a drifting layer of subtleties in my wake

life hard...

2009-09-05T00:02:00.000-07:00

life is hard and suxx

survival of the fittest...

2009-08-29T08:56:00.000-07:00

being lied or lying to your love one...
which one is more painful??
to me, she's like my dearest sister....
and it's been awhile seen i text her coz she said she lost her SIM card...
or is it actually just another excuse to left me since she knew i got Syu??
tell me why....
tel me why are you doing all this my dearest sis?

up, up and away!!

2009-08-26T00:33:00.000-07:00

it's fasting month...
will my weight increase?
or will it decrease?

huzie >_<

falling again...

2009-08-21T09:47:00.000-07:00

well, it has been a while since i fell...
but my latest fall doesn't hurt at all...unlike my previous falls...
now i realise, i need to look forward...
people from the past doesn't want me anymore...
thank you very much....
thank you Syu...

huzie >_<

back in the old days....

2009-08-19T01:15:00.000-07:00

i kinda miss the old days...
while the foods and stuffs are cheap....
but nowadays, even the mouth and nose mask is a control item...
human....they never get tired of being greedy do they??

getting old

2009-08-15T00:49:00.000-07:00

everybody gets old each year......

>_<

hmmm....

2009-08-07T06:04:00.000-07:00

myspace..twitter..friendster..facebook..blogspot...
so many thing to update every month....huhuhuhu....

twitter-ing!!!!

2009-08-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

yes peep, now i got my own twitter....
http://twitter.com/huziecullen
do what ever u want, just don't hack it kay?

huzie >_<

i don't want to go back!!!!!!

2009-08-01T20:32:00.000-07:00

i wish the break is forever....
but i can't....hehehe....
must continue my study if i wanna take medic afterward...

huzie >_<

superpower??

2009-07-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

i think she already got herself a boyfriend...
she rarely text me...if call was rare back then, now it is a miracle if she gave me a miss call...
and i suspected that her boyfriend got some wicked superpower...
whenever i'm thinking bout Sarah, i will get this headache....
and juz this evening when i were concerned and worried bout Sarah's health, i suddenly got a migraine...
even when i am writing this i still have that migraine..
sure some powerful sh*t her boyfriend have huh??

well boys...

2009-07-26T23:28:00.000-07:00

stop dreaming of having the Nissan GT-R 1994....
yes it is fast, but i only knew that there is the latest Nissan GT-R which was released on 2004 in Japan...
it's already in Malaysia...
the price is about RM800000 or so....yes, it is more expensive than PERDANA CHANCELLOR 2.0 V6 AUTO u can also buy like two GEN 2 1.3 AUTO, WIRA 1.5, SATRIA NEO 1.3, SAVVY 1.2, and at least three or four ISWARA 1.3 and ISWARA 1.5...
these are some of the pictures of the amazing all-new Nissan GT-R...

this is the prove that this car is already in Malaysia...the front looks a little bit like Nissan 350Z though....

they still keep the old rear lamp look...it is a GT-R after all....

even the interior are just awesome!

hahaha...this is the first time i talk about car in my blog...so don't expect too much from me...

huzie >_<

UGH!!!

2009-07-26T21:17:00.000-07:00

i still can't finish my speaking text for my Dynamic Skill class....
i'm stuck!!!
help meeeee~~~~~~

sejarah yang hilang....

2009-07-26T20:59:00.000-07:00

Tolong sebarkan perkara ini (Sejarah Penjajahan Tanah Melayu) kepada kawan kawan kita supaya kita semua dapat kesedaran di sebalik sejarah yang sengaja tak didedah disebabkan agenda tertentu.. Semoga dari pendedahan ini kita mengambil iktibar betapa Ketuanan Melayu disanggah selama ini.

1508: Alfonso de BURQUE menyampaikan hasratnya kepada Raja portugis untuk meluaskan pegaruhnya ke Asia Tenggara (Melaka pusat perdagangan asia tenggara ketika itu) dan juga laluan penting perdagangan timur barat. Raja Portugis bersetuju untuk menyediakan kemudahan bala tentera 158 biji kapal, 15300 (anggaran) bala tentera

1509: Portugis menghantar perisik ke Melaka untuk megetahui keadaan kekuatan pertahanan di sana

Oct 1511: Alfonso berjaya menawan Melaka setelah berhempas pulas melawan 5 pahlawan melayu terhandal (Hang Tuah, Hang Lekir, Hang Lekiu,Hang Jebat dan Hang Kasturi) ini adalah mimpi ngeri bagi pihak Alfonso, untuk menawan Melaka serta berlawan dengan 5 Hang bersaudara, mereka perlu mendapat askar tambahan setelah 15k askarnya terkorban dalam pertempuran selama 6 hari itu dengan 5 Hang bersudara..akhirnya dapat juga menawan Melaka setelah hampir kecewa dan putus asa...

1512: Setahun 12 bulan kemudian Alfonso ingin meluaskan kekuasaannya ke Perlis, Kedah dan P.Pinang, yang ketika itu adalah pusat pegeluaran tebu untuk gula rantau ini,...

Feb 1512: Alfonso menghantar perisik ke perlis, kedah dan pulau pinang un tuk mengetahui kekuatan bala tentera di sana mengikut sejarah, perisiknya telah ke kedai kopi sekitar untuk mendapat segala maklumat yang diperlukan

Seminggu selepas

Feb 1512, perisik balik ke Melaka untuk memberitakan hasil risikan kepada Alfonso

Di bawah adalah perbualan percakapan antara perisik dengan Al fonso yang selama ini cuba disembunyikan dalam buku sejarah

Perisik 1,2,3: Selamat pagi tuan (sambil bertabik)
Alfonso: Selamat pagi
Perisik 1: Begini lah tuan, lupakan saja niat tuan untuk menawa Perlis, Kedah dan Pulau Pinang
Alfonso: Kenapa kuat sangat kah mereka itu..? ( dengan nada marah dan bongkak)
Perisik 2: Untuk menawan melaka yang mempunyai 5 pahlawan terhandal Hang Tuah, Hang Jebat, Hang Kasturi, Hang Lekir dan Hang Lekiu pun kita kehilangan hampir 15 ribu bala tentera, inikan pula kita nak menawan Perlis, Kedah dan P.Pinang yang mempunyai beribu ribu hang..
Perisik 3: Betoi tu tuan...antaranya

hang sihat ka, hang buat apa, hang apa habaq, hang lagu mana, hang pi mana, hang tidoq ka, hang singgah dulu, bapak hang, mak hang, adik hang, tok hang
macam macam lagi hang ada kat sana.....

Mendengar hasil risikan itu Alfonso pun tak jadi nak pi serang disebabkan pengalamannya sebelum ini bersama 5 pahlawan melayu Melaka amat ngeri......ini kan pula nak berhadapan beribu ribu hang kat situ.

it's huuurrrttttt..... =.=#

2009-07-25T09:55:00.000-07:00

remember i went for bowling with Sarah?
well, we played 3 sets and 2 sets are my body limit....
now my body is aching like hell....hhheeelllppp mmmeeee.........~~
i also think that i'm going to fall sick...
i'm going to get fever or something like it....
let's just hope it's not H1N1....eerrrrr.....WAIT!
even if it is H1N1 and i actually died because of it, i don't think anyone would cry for me right??
Sarah already got his bf...even Wien....
then i have no regret at all to die at this age....

truly no regret,
Huzie...

falling in love with a girl name Sarah

2009-07-24T09:19:00.000-07:00

strange title i got there eh??
well, i have decided that starting tonight, i will never ever stopping loving Jass Nuur Sarah Arina...
i will always love her, even if she already got a boyfriend, even if she already got a husband, even if she is just my imagination....
that is my promise and all you readers are my witness...

Huzie

story of mine...day 4

2009-07-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

i went out with Sarah today...
we played bowling and all that best friends do together till afternoon...
it's hard actually seeing her back...
seeing her walking away from me...
but it is something that i have to face each time...
omg! what's happening to me?
what is wrong with me?!
these people already have their own boyfriend....
why it has to be me that fall in love with someone that already has a steady boyfriend?!

dear God, please help me...
i can't take it anymore...
there is a hole in my chest...
it's getting bigger...
it's hurting me...
it's killing me...
to see her...
to love her...
and then watch her walking away...
what have i done?
what are my wrongs to her?
this love is killing me slowly...
but i can't stop loving her...
i can't break my vow...
i can't leave her...
i have promised her...
i will not stopping loving her until my last breath...
i have promised her that...
must i continue loving her even if it's hurting me?
even if it's killing me?
or must i continue loving her because i really love her with all my heart...?
i am crying but there are no tears...
i am sad but i am smiling...
what are these feelings?
have i fallen in love with her again?
forgive me my dear Sarah...
i have fallen in love with you once again...

story of mine...day 3

2009-07-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

nothing...null..empty...

story of mine...day 2

2009-07-22T09:31:00.000-07:00

i woke up this morning and i turned on the pc....
so i decided to clean up my removable disk or some of us like to call it pendrive (which is actually brand name people)...
suddenly i stumbled upon a movie...saw 5....
well, i'm not really a scary/horror/serial killer movie type of guy but ever since i watched "hostel" i suddenly become curious...
u know what they say; curiosity killed the cat....
i didn't ate my breakfast after watching the movie...
frankly, these type of movie give me serious shit....
i can take ghosts movies, but not these "slit-your-wrist-to-half" kind of thing....
lucky it wasn't "my bloody valentine" coz' my friend said the movie is even "better"...
haha.....nice one dude.... =_="
the reason i scared more watching serial killer movie compare to ghosts movie coz' these stuff sure are real....ghosts are just demons, but serial killer are people....they might be some real people wondering around being the next jigsaw killer...(now my brain is filled with "saw"...huhu)
owh yeah...i haven't start yet on my speech...
it's for my dynamic skills class...we got some event to do and i'm the project manager...so the lecturers decided, "let us give some time for the project manager to speak before the event start"...
the event is on the 7th August...at night....ugh! even thinking bout it make my tremble...
it's not that i'm afraid to talk, it just that i'm sucks big time on doing my own speech...huhuhu...

huzie >_<

story of mine...day1

2009-07-21T00:19:00.000-07:00

its has been a while since i send a very long post...
well, i am busy with my study, so i rarely get the oppurtunity to online and update my blog often...
starting last friday, i'm having 2weeks of break...kinda like summer break if u ask me....
the lecturers did gave me some assignments to do but i dun thing i will finish them all...hahaha
so i was wondering, what should i do?
my 1st thing-to-do on the list is meeting sarah...it has been a while seen i saw her n i kinda miss her already... (ugh! stop it...it's disgusting...u dun have any relationship with her...huhuhu.)
who know, maybe one day i will end up being like Manaka Junpei and Nishino Tsukasa from Ichigo 100% manga...
being in love is wonderful, but there are too many risk...surely i can handle the risks, i'm just worried more bout her....
well, that's enough for now....if i dun stop now, i'm probally gonna end up talking bullshit for the next 2weeks...haha..

>_< Huzie

BON ODORI!!!!!

2009-07-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

yeah!!! i went to the 33rd Bon Odori which is also my very 1st time....
i went there with my best fren; miss chubby...
it was so much fun....for now i can only upload the picture of the fan that i got...
i'm waiting for my fren to upload some pictures....hehehehe...

>_< Huzie

the war has begun!

2009-07-13T01:25:00.000-07:00

this morning, my mid semester test has just begun....
one hour for each paper, and it is still not enough!!!!!
ugh! just need half an hour more....huhuhuhu....

100% strawberry

2009-07-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

i have been reading Ichigo 100%...also known as Strawberry 100%...
an ecchi manga....but i'm not a pervert kay?! -_-"
it's the content of the manga that actually drag me to read the manga further....

Huzie Cullen >_<

the end is here...

2009-07-05T02:28:00.000-07:00

to all helios eclipse fans, they sure know what i meant...
helios eclipse's final volume has finally come out!
i've searched for the cover image in the net, but it seems like i got the book a little bit too early...
even in the official Gempakstarz website doesn't has the cover picture... =.=

>_<